Is a heart really worth holding on to? I wish that the answer was no, or at least make myself believe that it was no.

I wish I could figure out what else is wrong with me, because I don't think that I'm feeling this way only because of that. Or am I? I just wish I knew, so that I could talk to someone about it. Because if I don't know what the problem is, how in the love of god will someone else be able to help?

Not having seen any friends yesterday just isn't helping, either. I just could really use with a hug right now.