Last night I decided that I will start to draw more with pens that I cannot erase, as an attempt to get over my issue with needing everything to be perfect. I need to get it into my head that "imperfection is beautiful" goes for my drawings, too.

I am so in love with this gif, not to mention the movie it's from. Just to never lose it I'll post it on here. (source)

“But the truth is that Ron is my hero. He’s always there for his friends–sometimes belligerently, but there nevertheless. He’s also the comic relief in stressful situations; the funny guy with a great one-liner. And no matter how scared he may be, he will put aside his fears to support and protect the people he loves. To me, that represents true courage.”                       - Rupert Grint

The List of Fanfiction Goodness.

Som många av er kanske vet så gillar jag Harry Potter. Och när jag säger gillar, så menar jag älskar så mycket att mitt hjärta nästan värker. Detta har lett till att jag har börjat läsa fanfictions inspirerade av serien.

För er som inte vet vad en fanfiction är, så är det en berättelse som baserar sig i en värld som fanfiction-skrivare lånar av en författare, screenwriter eller vart man än kan hitta berättelser. Det är mer regel än undantag att om det är en igenkänd berättelse, så finns det massvis med fanfictions på det.

Harry Potter är verkligen inte ett undantag - världen som Jo Rowling skapade har antagligen inspirerat flest människor till att skriva sin egen lilla berättelse, baserat  på hennes verk.

Bara för att jag är så otroligt givmild idag, så tänkte jag dela med mig av mina favoriter! Men var beredd på ett ganska varierat innehåll! Och var beredd på att några är skrivna innan alla böcker hade kommit ut, så det kan hända att vissa saker inte stämmer.

Marauders and Mudbloods
Always Remember What You Can't Forget
The Road Goes Ever On And On
Thora Jinks
Broomsticks and Fairytales
Wanted: Romeo (del 1 av berättelsen om Jools)
The Hogwarts Blog

Have a nice time reading!

Annoyances

I do apologize in forehand for all negativity that will be in this post.

What I want to complain about, is smokers. And yes, I do realize that it means that I'm complaining on most of my friends, but I don't think anyone has the right to blame me.

Firstly, it's just pure idiocy, and I hate that you're doing that to yourselves. But also, it's not just affecting your health, it affects those who are around you when you smoke. Which, most of the time, happens to be me. And I really don't want to get worse health because my friends are idiots.

And I don't really like calling you idiots, but in this case (and just in this case) it's the truth.

Sure, I don't have a say in what you're allowed to do with yourself. But I do think I have a say in you affecting my health in a negative way. 

If you care for me, please concider not lighting that cigarette when you're hanging out with me. Thanks.

Just writing this makes me frustrated, and also sad.

Is a heart really worth holding on to? I wish that the answer was no, or at least make myself believe that it was no.

I wish I could figure out what else is wrong with me, because I don't think that I'm feeling this way only because of that. Or am I? I just wish I knew, so that I could talk to someone about it. Because if I don't know what the problem is, how in the love of god will someone else be able to help?

Not having seen any friends yesterday just isn't helping, either. I just could really use with a hug right now.

I just realized that nobody reads my blog. How nice.

What's been going on in my life lately? To be honest, not a lot.

I'm concidering to stop holding on to my heart so desperately. Something good might come out of it, but the thought of someone stomping on it makes me unsure. That's the word to describe me right now. Unsure.